Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy

`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster

`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit

"Don't Hate. Only Love."

`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)

`-LPLinks_

**==Lyric of the Week==**

>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park

20041024

LP =I wanna Runaway=

Today I had to go to agama
in the morn. yeah.
den now im bck at home
just sitting arnd
digging nose

So as I was saying abt
the new blog I wanted to
create... Im gonna make
it today...

Den abt my results.
Disgusting marks.
yah. wen i look at my marks
I feel lyk puking.

I can't believe I did so badly
for Bio EOY. Got F9!!!
I neva did so badly. So I bloody
disappointed ah.

I aim to do better nxt yr
every year thts my revolution
but nuffing is better. Oh well.

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 11:42 AM

20041012

LP =Graffiti Decorations=

Now I'm at my aunt's place.
So far ok lah this 2 daes.
Got a 2 days break from
school. I get to play the comp.
My sis not at home so she
can't conquer the comp all
2 herself.

So I got to check out some
cool LP sites. And the LP
song tht I realli lyk now is
"FORGOTTEN" frm the
Hybrid Theory album.

Its a cool song. It shows
Chester's vocal power. And
how his vocal range. I oso
lyk the music and tune of
the song. ESP. the DJ parts
when Mr Hahn wld spin the
CDS. Those part r real cool.

Well. Tomoro got sch again.
Goin to watch sum show
at sci centre. Have to pay
7 bucks for it. watever lah.
well. im goin to sch just bcos
there's HML tomoro.
O level cuming. so the lessons
are important. Well gtg. cya
cres kidos 2 moro.

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 5:05 PM

20041001

LP =CHESTER!!!=

Tot I'd take a rest for a while
Tak a break from all the
STRESS.

I'm thinking of creating
another blog. A blog for fans
of Chester Bennington, lead
singer of Linkin Park.
But I'm doin that onli after
exams.

Well. I have been realli HAPPY
dis past few days. NOT bcos exams
r coming but... haha... shhhh...
its a secret... so cannot say ah.

The point is that this person
have made me real happy cos
now this person starts to talk
to me. Whether the conversation
is only a few secs or what...
it realli made me happy. :P

Yeah. It made me feel that this
person noe that I exist in this
world. I really lyk to be this person's
friend. This person is real cute, friendly
and charming.

Like after one of the exam dates,
this person talk to me and tell me what
this person wrote. But its like I had to
approach this person then this person
would talk to me.

AND FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!
THIS PERSON SMILED AT ME!
so i smiled bck. I was damn happy
abd over the CLOUDS.

SO far, only 2 pple noe that I still
like and eyecandy this person. I'm
so OBSESSED. With this person and
CHESTER!!!

WHY MUST IT BE DUR. THE EXAMS???

Well... I'm going to go back to studying.

REMINDER 4 ME:
2 more DAYS to my BURFDAE!!!

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 7:14 PM