Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy

`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster

`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit

"Don't Hate. Only Love."

`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)

`-LPLinks_

**==Lyric of the Week==**

>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park

20050225

LP =Woke Up In A Dream=

SOCCER!!! Yeah! Woo-hoo!
So fun. Yeps. LURVE IT!
2 dae we had soccer prac
4 PE.

Actually, I wouldn't really call
it a practice. cos actualli not alot
of people played. just stood there.
My team was lyk the most enthu.
haha.

Quite extra n irritating
actualli. haha. But aniways, not
worse then some people who
insult me when she herself cant
play soccer. hrmph. :( Hate this
kind of people. HYPOCRITES!

Aniways, the whole practice was
fun. But its not fun 2 people who
didnt like or wasnt familiar to
soccer. Haiz... Soccer is just not
recognised in Crescent. Thats the
sad part. HATE skool cos of dis.
But some people at least even
though they dont lyk they still
tried. I appreciate em 4 tht.

It suddenly bacame a one-sided
'game'. Cos only my team is
playing and the other team
players just stand there. Or r
scared of the ball. :P I dont
understand this people sometimes.
Basketball, Netball can. But soccer,
haiz... I feel so disappointed...

Everytime it comes to soccer, pple
would moan and groan. I dont lyk
it. Wish Crescent would accept
soccer as a GREAT sport one day.

Aniways, I woke up in a dream
today. It felt SO real. I thought it
really happened. But its only a
dream after all. All my other
dreams had never felt so real.

What could it be? And my feelings...
I loved it. My heart raced when I opened
the box and read the beads of message
in it. I felt a strange feeling. The message
was something like "I love you"... I cant
remember what else it said. Does this
mean that I like the person who sent me
the box? By the way, this person is my
eye candy.

Im CONFUSED. In the dream,
I would say YES to this person who wants
to be with me. Meaning I would go out with
this person. In the dream I would. But
would I really do it if it does happen in
reality? This is SUPER confusing. Sighs.

Then, my 2nd eye candy... I watch this
person all the time. On the look for this
person. I didnt mean to always look for
this person but it happens automatically.
yep. hrmph.

well gtg.

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 6:04 PM