i.have.fallen.apart.right.in.front.of.you

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain
I've felt so long

I will never know myself
Until I do this on my own
I will never feel anything
Until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
Till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today

`-tagboard_


`-the gurl_

Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy


`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster


`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit


"Don't Hate. Only Love."


`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)


`-LPLinks_

Lp Mp3
Official Webbie
LP on Yahoo!
Lp Lyrics
Cool Lp Web


`-LPWords_

**==Lyric of the Week==**


>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora


I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes


[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you


Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you


[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you


And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you


I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be


`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

`-links_
Amalina
Andrea
Diana
Dianah
Ferri aka *sis*
Hafizah
Hao Wen
Janessa
Jeanette
Ling Fang
Liyana
Lynette
Michelle
Mingee
Nadiah
Namira
Pei Ting
Rina
Shaminah
Shapnem
Sharmeen
Shenty
Wani

`-credits_


Blogger
Blogskins
Photos
Lp music
My Sis=Ferri=
Thanks loads for helping wit the Blog! :p


[[do not remove the credits]]


MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park






20050212

LP =Point Of Authority=

Slack WEEK! Damn. Its as
though I celebrate CNY.
During the 2 days of hols,
I didn't do anything that
seems achieving nor did I do
anything useful to improve
my sucky BIO. Oh, I did
achieve to be the world's
no. 1 slacking pig. Yup.


Now, I'm just listening to
Blink 182. Enema of the State
Album. Suddenly felt like
listening to it. While studying
Bio. Feel mor guai.


I think its not my fault that
I was so slack the whole week.
Its so FREAKING HOT. Omg.
Temp on Wed was 35.5! Its
SOOOOO HOT. I cant seem 2
get myself the mood study. Now
I understand why. Its very hot
now 2. I LURVE the fan. Ty very
much. Bcos of it Im not sweating
like a pig.


Argh. Actually, I'm in a sleepy
mood. The rays of the sun just
force my eyes to give way. damn.


Why does things happen on my
MAJOR YEAR??? And y do I blame
everything? STRESS. Actually, Its
my fault that I slack lately. Oh
well.


Aniways, no more complaining.
Feel lyk toking abt this person I still
lyk! My GAWD. This person looked
so CUTE on Tues, CNY celebration.
Even Shapnem agrees wit me. See,
she always wonders why I EVER
lyk this person.


I CANT believe I
still lyk this person. WHY??? I
don't even tok to this person evryday.
We're not even GOOD friends. More
like acquaintances. Sighs. Oh well.
I'm trying my best to forget this person.
BUT, HOW DO I FORGET SOMEBODY
SOOOO CUTE?


Hrmph. I'm going back to studying BIO.
And just forget about this SOMEBODY.


becoming numb``_____ 3:29 PM