Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy

`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster

`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit

"Don't Hate. Only Love."

`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)

`-LPLinks_

**==Lyric of the Week==**

>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park

20050113

LP =Rap patrol=

Been another busy week. Been
doing lots of thinking n tht is
what i rarely do. haha. Tot abt
loads of stuff. Lyk abt studies,
life, and people.

People. Sighs. Why cant they just
get out of this big head of mine?
Why are they always in my
freakin mind? GET OUT! Its hard.
Lyk, how LONG did I take to stop
thnking abt my MAJOR pri. sch.
crush... It took 4 YEARS. 4 fckng
years just 2 get him out of my
head.

Thats one of my weaknesses. I
fall for people too easily. N when
I get into it, I cant stop getting out.
I'm SUPER obsessive. N I get my
heart broken wen I noe tht I dont
stand a SINGLE chance to be wit
tht person n find tht the person
actually isn't wht I tot 2 be. Then,
my self-esteem= 0.
Yup. Thts me. Chasing hopeless
dreams.

Just admit defeat. There's no chance
in the world tht they wld ever lyk
me. Wht's the pt of even toking abt
it?

2 pple I used to or still do like (confused).
I've been tryin to forget them but
it's fcking hard cos they appear
everywhere in my life. When I try
to faze them out, they just keep
appearing.

On Tues, when I 've been tryin
to forget abt the '2nd One', things
happen n I cant. This person's
friends keep comng round and
'hint-hint' at me. They keep sayin
: 'Where is .... ah? Havent seen ....
arnd eh!' Oh come on! I noe u guys
noe I lyk this person. So just drop
the act. But com on Im trying to
forget abt this person but sighs...
circumstances didn't allow me to.

Thts it for 2 dae. Gotta study 4
a mths test tomoro. Stupid shit
lar. I studied so hard yest nite.
Den now, its postponed. Waste
my bloody freakng energy.

*Phrases/Symbols such as 'This
person' , '2nd one' and '...' have
been used to protect the identity
of victims involved and to protect
the privacy of Ms Fahimah Azman.*
:P [LP]

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 8:37 PM