Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy

`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster

`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit

"Don't Hate. Only Love."

`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)

`-LPLinks_

**==Lyric of the Week==**

>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park

20041217

LP =Stop Smothering Me=

Its DOOM DAY. Another holiday is a
gonner. Sighs. School is starting in 2 weeks.
But I feel as though it has already started.
Not cos I have to go to school. But cos I have
to thnk abt the HW and MATHS tuition have
started.

OMG. There's tuition 2 dae. Sighs. Whats
more I got to strt thnking abt studying bck
again and finish up my HW. Urgh. So many
Maths Hw.

Been startng to read Bridget Jone's Diary.
Cool Book. Addictive. And really interesting.
Yeps. Gonna finish b4 school starts. I hope.
Im not really a fast reader. But If the book
is interesting, I wld finish it in no time.
Yup.

So yesterdae, I went to do a lil bit of shoppin.
Went to town. With my sis. She was in no mood
to shop. Not only cos she didn't have money 2
buy stuff but cos PMS. haha. So I bought this
pencil box tht is black and has the words 'DUH!'
on it.

I wanted to get the one wit WHATEVER! on it
but there's none tht is black in colour. Oh! My
newest obsession: BLACK. I kinda find tht blck
is a dull colour but NOW I find it cool. Must be
bcos Im going thru the period of adolesence.
haha. Yeah. Lyk one day I find this thing URGH
and the next WOW. Same thng wit guys 2.

Aniways, I also bought this chain thing tht you can
put on your pants. Only $7.50 at Samuel and
Kevin. (S&K) Usual price was $15. I bought black
bands at 77th street. Cos 3 for $1. So I bght 6.
Kinda want to change fashion. Caused by
adolesence again. Loads of changes dur this
period.

I went to Borders also. To get the From The
Inside: Linkin Park's Meteora Book. But its not
there. Sighs. Asked the very nice lady abt it and she
said it is sort of SOLD OUT. Sighs. Got to wait abt
1 or 2 weeks b4 more stock comes agian. I went to
borders a few daes b4 and found tht after all, I
checked at the wrong section. Sighs.

SO, I AM NOT THE FIRST PERSON TO
PURCHASE THE BOOK! I wanted to be. sighs.
GTG.
Need to upload my blog wit some stuff.

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 10:36 AM