Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy

`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster

`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit

"Don't Hate. Only Love."

`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)

`-LPLinks_

**==Lyric of the Week==**

>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park

20041109

LP =You like to think you're never wrong=

Wow...
Im feeling so bummed.
Cos some pple just make
me feel tht way.

Firstly, I was on the way
of becoming 2nd MC for
the band concert. But
cos of 5 stup mins, I end
up losing the 'job'.
Oh well. I was planning of
not goin anyways, wanted
to avoid someone.

Secondly, some pple just
likes to boss pple around
but does't want to do any
work. Quite pissed wit this
person sometimes. It just fits
the title of this post. Cos this
person like to think that she's
always right. Yeps.

Thirdly, has actually nothing
to do wit being bummed up
but more of being totally
the opposite of bummed up.
Yeah. Its the feeling of finding
someone rather cute. Actually,
very cute. This person possess
a natural charm, funny and
cute. (As in not cute physically)

I wish I could meet this person
more often. Well actually we
would. But I hope this person
would be more than just an
accquaintance. I want to get
to know this person better.
:) *Winx*

Well, I've been pretty busy
this past few days. What with
my PBMC stuff like angklung
and the drama collaboration.
I hope everything would work
out well wit the drama. Just as
long as Cres and SJI dont fight
and it would be ok. haha.

About angklung... I dont know ah.
Had not practiced, not once, during
the hols. Im pretty worried tht
we wont be able to make it for
SYF.

Sighs... Got to go and help my mother
make kuih raya. (Hari Raya Tarts)
I cant wait for Hari Raya, cos I get to
eat again. :P

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 11:38 AM