Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy

`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster

`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit

"Don't Hate. Only Love."

`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)

`-LPLinks_

**==Lyric of the Week==**

>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be

`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park

20041116

LP =Guilty By Association=

Yesterdae was a very
interesting day. Haha.
Loads of juicy scandals
and conflicts happenin.
And this issues are btw
me n my family.
I mean normally dis
kind of thing r not family
related issues.

Well, it all started when
me, my cuzzins, my
parents n 2 of my aunties
went out 4 jalan-jalan raya
yesterdae. They first went
2 my hse. Then we watch
dis scary movie while time
passes by. Was quite fun
2 watch wit my family.

One of the conflicts is btw
2 of my cuzzins. Well one
thnk tht the other is big
headed bcos he got a gurl.
Then she started 2 dislyk
him. He tried to be nice 2
her. But she always diss
him off. So he oso start
2 dislike her. N they have
some quarrels at the diff.
hses we go to. I tried to
calm down the situation.

Like a 'corrector' or sumthng
I tried to listen to the stories
from both sides and try to
find out the root of the
problem. Tried to get them
2 befriend each other again.
I failed cos their
arguements continued 2 the
point when they strt to insult
each other. I noe how each of
em felt cos actually nobody's
right or wrong. Its just a
misunderstanding. I hope
everythng wil b alright.

Then, there's this scandal.
Dis gurl cuzzin of mine thnks
tht this guy cuzzin likes her
just bcos she stared at her.
I thnk it meant nuthing cos
I noe my guy cuzzin. He have
better taste in gurls. and he
does not show any signs tht
he lyk her. Well, the news
is out. So now the whole
world noes abt this scandal.

I thnk dis gurl cuzzin is really
very 'PERASAAN'. Well, I thnk
she actually likes him. Its
stupid cos we all r cuzzins. Its
very disgusting 2 b lyking each
other cos we r family.

Upppsss...
Reality check fahimah!!!
I thnk you've fallen for someone
tht can be considered ur family 2.
So how can u say tht she lyking her
own cuzzin is wrong wen u might oso
have a secret 'AHEM AHEM'?
Omg. Im talking to myself. haha.

So thts all tht happened yesterdae.
I mite have 2 go to my aunt's hse
again 2 dae cos I left somethng at
her place.

And gtg plan jalan raya wit my
frens. Hope everythng goes well
dis year cos this is the last year
we can have fun. Nxt yr the O's
clash wit Hari Raya. Sighs.

becoming numb``~~_____~~ 11:47 AM