i.have.fallen.apart.right.in.front.of.you

I wanna heal
I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain
I've felt so long

I will never know myself
Until I do this on my own
I will never feel anything
Until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
Till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today

`-tagboard_


`-the gurl_

Fahimah Azman
Crescent
3[S]2'04
2[G]1'03
1[G]1'02
phoebe_for@hotmail.com
Curie
Ex-cckpian
DramaQueen aka DramaMama
ELDDS
PBMC Angklung&DK
OBS *Bo Seng 'AH' Bo Seng member*
Woodlander
Totally Obsessed
Blur Queen
Full of Nonsense
Brain dead
Sleepy Head
Born to BE and DO good :P
Optimistic
Cheerful
Dreamy
Lame
Confused
Late Comer
Messy


`-her lurf_

*Linkin Park*
*Harry Potter*
*Daniel Radcliffe*
*Chester Bennington!!!*
Misha Omar
Green!!! *Esp. Lime Green*
Chocolates
Cats *So CUTE*
Hamsters
Romantic Stuff
Acting
Debate
Angklung
ROXY
Shopping
T.V.
Comedy
The O.C.
F.r.i.e.n.d.s.
Will and Grace
Soccer
Real MAdrid
Man Utd.
Pride and Prejudice
History
Mystery books
Archie
Sweet words
Talk
Shout
Laugh
Jokes
Smile
Originality
Attitude
Elmo
Cookie Monster


`-her hate_

*War*
BitterGourd
Stress
Tension
Liars
Hypocrites
Sour Stuff
Words Of Insults
People who hate
Deceit


"Don't Hate. Only Love."


`-wishlist_

Digi Cam
A Cam phone
NEW Linkin Park album
LP book 'From the Inside: LP's meteora'
A1 for all subj(i noe its too much to ask)
Get to a good JC
To always smile
To always be myself
Happiness
A caring soulmate
Stop the obsession
The truth
For ELDDS to always be ROCKING
More Acting opportunities
Perbayu to gain recgonition
An angklung set of my own
More Friends
For EVERYONE I noe to always smile and be happy :)


`-LPLinks_

Lp Mp3
Official Webbie
LP on Yahoo!
Lp Lyrics
Cool Lp Web


`-LPWords_

**==Lyric of the Week==**


>>Numb >>LP >>Meteora


I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes


[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you


Can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
has fallen apart right in front of you


[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste is more than I can take


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you


And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you


I've
become so numb
I can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you


I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be


`-archive_
September 2004 October 2004

`-links_
Amalina
Andrea
Diana
Dianah
Ferri aka *sis*
Hafizah
Hao Wen
Janessa
Jeanette
Ling Fang
Liyana
Lynette
Michelle
Mingee
Nadiah
Namira
Pei Ting
Rina
Shaminah
Shapnem
Sharmeen
Shenty
Wani

`-credits_


Blogger
Blogskins
Photos
Lp music
My Sis=Ferri=
Thanks loads for helping wit the Blog! :p


[[do not remove the credits]]


MTV Cribs - Chester Bennington
Linkin Park






20041128

LP =Encore.Do you want more?

DAMN. I such in a bad mood.
My STUPID sis NOT buying
the new LP ALBUM 2 dae!!!!
Shithead. ARGHHH.


I noe I sound as though its the
end of the world but I had promised
myself to be the FIRST to buy the
album but sighs.


When I had the chance to buy, I went
all the way to the STUP shop but found
that the ALBUM is NC-16. REALLY
STUP Rite....

Urghh... Ok. Stop complaining. I can get
it tomorow. Won't DIE. still will get it
just need to wait a few more hours. DAMN!
A FEW MORE HOURS!!! AHHH!


Ok ok. stop now. Aniways, today went to
jalan raya wit friends AGAIN. Wah damn
tired. yesterday went wit my crescent
frens n today wit my cckps frens. N den
tomoro some of my another frieds want
2 go out again. Wah that wil make it 3
days of jalan raya!!! But Im not goin.
LAZY!!!


Go collection alot of times ready.
ALL I WANT TO DO IS SLEEP.
And then yesterday, they jalan raya untill
like 1 am in the morn. SIAO AH.
Luckily I had to go half way. If I follow them
I would be DAMN tired ah.


Well. I've had enough of collection ready.
Time OUT.


Now I dont think I like him animore. yep.
or maybe... he can be irritating but he share
alot of interests wit me. dunno whther tht
means I like him or just like him as a BRUDDER.
haha.


Hmm... then there's this other guy. hu I find
cute in a non pysical manner. Well, kinda
forgot abt him. Dunno whether I still like him
anot.


I dun feel like talking about GUYS anymore.
Talking abt them is painful and very MUCH
CONFUSING. Sighs.


Gtg and Sleep. WHAT A DAY!


becoming numb``_____ 9:27 PM